George 7:31
Some one once told
me that my dislike for masala dosa highlights the fact that I don't like
"hidden" surprises. I'm the type of guy who likes to make a plan and
everything has to work like clockwork. As life would have it, when I
take a gym membership for 6 months, I get shipped to another city, I
join a coaching course, I get shipped to another country and just when
you think things are finally starting to go as planned, dad goes without
giving me a chance to say goodbye.
There truly is
nothing more certain in life than uncertainty. The few things I am
certain of is that this is going to be my first Christmas without him,
my first birthday without talking to him and a whole lot more firsts I'm
not looking forward to. They say time is then greatest healer, but some
voids cannot be filled.
Most super heroes
have dead parents in their past, this is because the fear of losing a
parent is something any reader can relate to, the death forcing the
protagonist into his journey of self discovery. Now that, I have
embarked on my journey, all I need to do is to find my super power.
Note: This has been in draft for 3 years.
Some voids just seem to big to be ever filled out, so you fake it like its not there; like you don't see it encompassing your life all day-everyday. You learn to fake that smile, that joy which people expected you to have like before and you fake life to be easy. Others expect you to forget and move on, but you never forget, neither do you move on; you just fake it for you want to believe that one day it would all get so much easier.
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DeleteSo, goes the story of life, of which we can internalize only pieces of it at a time. Some years we are young and bold, some times frail and naive, other times we feel a sense of direction and adventure and other times we feel the universe conspiring against us. They are all uneven pieces of an unfinished puzzle. Only on hindsight can we connect the pieces and make sense of such events- whether joyful or despair. Larger than life events that are beyond our control, tend to reveal the side in us that can think larger than life itself. Hope you find a renewed strength within .
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